Yea, I can be that way. I think it stems from my 6 years actually working in Radio. Near the end I realized I just didn't have the "ego" for it.
I remember when I started this station back in 2001. I ran it for a whole year and you know what my peak listener count was? 17 and I was excited about that. Now, I am just blown away.......
Yes it gets me into trouble but one thing nice about it is people ALWAYS know where I stand. No back stabbing or talking behind people back, that is a really bad trait I hate with people. Well that and lying.